All Eyes On You

Ok, so I read this book about a week ago called Going Broke. It’s By: Trista Russell. Part of it stood out to me because of the semi relationship that I take part in. The main character Sarai turned a guy down when he tried to talk to her because he didn’t have a business card. Then when she had a change of heart and tried to talk to her, he turned her down. Now dude does poetry, and she was at a poetry club where he preformed and dude did a poem called “Business Card”. It was all about Sarai. Now after dude read the poem, Sarai felt like everybody in the room knew that the poem was about her. Now why can I relate to this? Because I change my mood and status on Myspace quite often. And a lot of the times I am either going through changes with my ex or happy about my ex….its usually about my ex, follow me??? Any who, my ex gets extremely upset everytime she reads my status. And its like wow, no one knows it’s about you. But it’s weird. It’s like the guilt is so overwhelming. It’s kinda crazy because if you have some much guilt about what you’re doing, then way do it? And now back to the book, when the poem was over and Sarai met up with dude and actually had a convo with him, she was feeling him and gave him a chance. Now my ex knows what I am about and also knows that I will never do anything hurtful on purpose. So why not give me a chance to prove myself as someone who can and will make you happy??? Idk….. Done